Are you really trying to hurt me?
Was that your intent?
Are you aware of how that sounds?
 The messages that you sent 
I know you self protect and not self reflect
And I can certainly empathize
But by now you’re old enough to learn
 How to navigate your fear and moralize 
“Defensive exclusion“
Is just running away
Raising your armor
The impulse to flee and not stay
“Defensive distancing“
Self preservation, your first trigger reaction
You freeze up, suppress and avoid
But she will never heal
When you always feel annoyed
You keep me close enough to feel good
But far enough to feel safe
I know your dis regulated
this language, I try to interface 
A funny thing happened to me
On my way to a dream
My subconscious no longer my filter
I see things for what they are
And not for what they seem
You might ask me
Just how I may know
The drops in my water are methylene blue
No foggy brain in my sleep-As my dreams will show
I see all the breadcrumbs you left
A passive – aggressive, communication style
But you hide behind your cowardice
Pretending behind the smile
I see you for who you are
I’ve forgiven you for who you’ve become
I’m strong enough to walk away
What’s done is done
You can only pray so much
For a trapped and bitter soul
The work is left only for you
To climb out of your shame based hole
I painfully know this problem
And there are boundaries that I must explain
I pray every day for a healing
I rely on my faith and I will not complain
May peace find you
There really is no other way
You must face your fear head on
Before you find yourself in decay
RSP
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DCG
