Cogito ego Scribo

In my contemplation

I deal with doubt

Cogito ego Scribo

I think therefore I write is what I shout

I ruminate about skepticism

The human condition is self evident

As I am just a member

With whom I represent

The temptation of certainty

Is much like the story of the original sin

Thomas Aquinas summa theologiae

This is where it all begins

The temptation to disobey and break the covenant

To put ourselves above God and self proclaim divinity

Our fruit from the tree of knowledge on its own is flawed

What we call humanity

The indictment of human reason

With an angelic court that presides

The arbiter of justice

Only God knows when he decides

DCG

What then if reason becomes corrupted?

Even the purest heart

Must be led by reason

Blind faith will seldom help the farmer

If they don’t know the season

Conversely, if the mind of the child is pure

What then if reason becomes corrupted?

What then will mind do?

When it is manipulated and instructed?

You can look into the heart

You can look into the guiding principle

Depending on your view

Maybe they are indivisible

I would argue for Plato‘s tripartite mind

And the charioteer

Clearly, there are distinct differences

No matter how you steer

You can argue epistemology

You can argue philosophy of mind

Show me the logic of a truth table

I’ll show you the musings of Ludvig Wittenstein

DCG

The parable of the mirror without a frame 

He sat alone in the late hour, staring into a mirror with no frame. The glass was cracked—not broken—but fractured just enough to splinter his reflection. Each shard showed a different face: one proud, one fearful, one weary, one unsure.
Which one was the true self? Was it the face that demanded to be seen, or the one too humble to lift its eyes?
He had once believed that humility was a weakness. Yet now he wondered: if pride defends the fortress of the ego, does gratitude not open its gates? And when the gates open—does one risk invasion, or liberation?
Each question struck him deeper than confession. The mirror whispered what the world never said aloud: that perhaps knowing one’s smallness was not to suffer, but to be free of illusion.
Around him, the air seemed still—so quiet that truth felt near enough to breathe. He thought of every moment he had sought to prove himself, every victory he mistook for worth. But what if humility was not the denial of strength, but the revelation that it was never his to own?
What if gratitude was not thanks for gain but awe for existence itself?
He placed his hand against the cracked glass. The fractures caught the light and became rivers of reflection, winding across his palm like veins. In that trembling shimmer he saw something not beautiful, yet honest—a man no longer trying to be more than human.
Was the mirror flawed, or had it shown him the way truth looks when stripped of perfection?
He closed his eyes and heard the quiet again, not as void but as voice. The kind that asks rather than tells:
Can one love without humility?
Can one see without gratitude?
And when one finally kneels—not before power, but before awareness—who stands taller?

DCG

Life hack number three

To heal a heart and soul

You must reveal the heart and soul

Always consider forgiveness

Only we control what we console

DCG

You won’t know until the silence hit you

The quickest path of victimhood

Is through the expression of passive-aggressive, dismissive-avoidant denial

The gauntlet is thrown in defeat

The indignation and sentence are exposed pre-trial

At attachment theory, dismissive-avoidant and anxiously attached

Both have triggers

Both have a 22 catch

You won’t know until the silence hits you

You have to experience it before you can see

 we have to prevent what triggers us

To face what is truly reality 

If you pull back far enough, the problem within you is evident but you are afraid to see

Your emotional paralysis is not mature

Your perpetual stagnation

Is all you endure

A self fulfilling prophecy

Meets a self sabotaging force

You’re not able to navigate

If you can’t chart a course

Take a snapshot

What do we know?

Severe emotional neglect

Stunted feelings, you never allow to grow

How do you deal if you don’t know how to heal?

What is wild?

You are part woman

No, you are part child

Survivors of emotional trauma

And childhood neglect

May Bond together

Attached to the trauma they connect

The perks of being a wallflower

When you see it, it hits a nerve

“Sometimes we accept the love

We think we deserve”

RSP

DCG

Even in our own behest 

The failure of recognition

Looking at life with a fisheye lens

The distortion may hide the opportunity

Because how we see things may always depend

maybe you’re tired

Maybe you’re down

Maybe you’re hurting

And it’s hard to get around

When we are weary

Feeling small

Where will we find the courage?

To again stand tall

There are times we will stumble

There are times we will certainly fall

the only thing that really matters

if we continue to get up after all

So where do we find the motivation?

in order to move forward in whose name shall we call?

The infant cannot walk

Until they learn how to crawl

The lack of purposeful activity

Idle hands and an idle mind

Leads to moral decay

Of the sinful kind

This proverb discussed by St. Thomas, Aquinas and Pope Gregory 

The seventh deadly sin of sloth 

A warning given

By both men of the cloth

The core idea I speak of

pragmatic agency must never rest

the struggle will continue

Even in our own behest

DCG

How can I be a part of the solution?

The wisdom of forgiveness

So too requires the wisdom of walking the razors edge

Knowing when and when not

To use a hedge

The entanglements that befalls us

May take us by surprise

If ruled by the heart and not the mind

What then will our passions devise?

Soren Kierkegaard said “life can be understood looking backwards, but it must be lived forwards“

In other words to live one must take risk

Learn by mistake

Beware the idolater who prays to the golden obelisk

When we own our Folly

It helps us see in our relationships

With misunderstanding

And solve our difficulty

How can I be a part of the solution?

A question a couple must always ask

To build upon a foundation

Given what both lives may cast

There is no certainty

With vows of good intent

The practicality to work through shared issues

A reason why we become penitent

Make no mistake I believe in commitment

A covenant and social contract is necessary

The responsibility is mutual

both parties must work hard to achieve and agree

RSP

DCG

The fragile triumph

The Fragile Triumph


We wake as gods with trembling hands,


Our thrones are built on fleeting dreams.


In trying to transcend our sands,


We stumble deeper into schemes.


We strive for love yet fear its weight,


Each blessing shadows its own cost.


Our victories come disguised as fate,


And every gain recalls what’s lost

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We chase the light through fear’s disguise,


Our doubts become the proof we seek.


The soul grows strong through what it dies,


And faith resounds when reason’s weak.


The mirror cracks to show us whole,


In shards we find the self we feign.


Our pride must break to free the soul,


And loss becomes the soul’s terrain.


For truth is born when lies decay,


We learn to see through ruin’s art.

The wound becomes the only way


To show the mercy of the heart.


So bless the flaw, the fleeting breath,


The limit we attempt to hide.


For even love must borrow death


To prove eternity inside.


And where despair begins to rise,


Forgiveness blooms like dawn anew.


The heart, once fractured, now replies—


The fragile was the holy view.

RSP

DCG

Without training, our Folly is a guarantee

the hedonist lives an empty life

The Jainist lives in aesthetic purism with the intent to delay

And this is why Siddhartha

Discovered  the middle way

Without training our Folly is a guarantee

The case above is just one example how will we choose to navigate?

We test over many generations

We observe, we teach, and we calculate

I am not a cultural relativist

In today’s world, we can educate 

And find a choice

And whose name do we advocate?

In what authority do we voice?

Wisdom does not simply fall into our lap

It must be observed and learned

And some of which

Must be earned

the teachings of ancient India

the prophecies from the Middle East

If you look to the modern world

Where can you find your peace?

The Buddha spoke to suffering

The Christ spoke to sin

The attack upon western civilization

A spiritual war, the patriots must win

Our Founding fathers knew

The tyranny of man

The limitation of government

The Bill of Rights we must demand 

DCG

In shadows cast by hearts that tire

In shadows cast by hearts that tire,
We walk on embers, stitched with fire,
Afraid the night will never cease,
Yet yearning still for dawn’s release.
The cracks within our skin reveal,
The truths we hide, yet cannot seal,
We fall as fools, yet rise as kings,
When sorrow carves us broken wings.
We doubt, and doubt becomes our chain,
Yet fear itself is forged from pain—
And pain can shape what was confined,
A freer soul, a braver mind.
Through storms that strip, we stand half-grown,
Learning the strength we thought unknown,
The irony—our fragile frame
Bears weight that pride could never claim.
For tragedy wears patient scars,
It teaches more than peaceful stars,
It bends us low, yet in that bend
We find the road that will not end.
And so, though faith may sometimes fade,
Though hope feels buried in the shade—
The broken heart still learns to swell,
For even shattered bones can tell:
That fractures are not signs of doom,
But openings where light finds room.

DCG