
Did I become wise, or just tired of surprise?
Did I call every sunrise another old game?
Did I laugh at the world with suspicious eyes?
Or hide from my hope by giving it blame?
I trusted my ego like a king with a crown,
Then watched it trip over its robe in the street.
It preached from a chair while falling down,
Then asked for applause with mud on its feet.
Cynicism came wearing a chapel bell,
Saying, “I alone see through the lie.”
But even a skeptic can build his own cell,
And call it clear truth while afraid to try.
I asked, “Do I care, or care too much?”
The answer arrived with coffee and toast.
It said, “You still flinch at the human touch,
But mock it first so it hurts you least.”
There is a strange faith in expecting the worst,
A prayer with no candle, a hymn with no grace.
The cynic drinks doubt to quiet his thirst,
Then wonders why salt has covered his face.
He says he is honest, sharper than most,
A surgeon of nonsense, a blade in the night.
Yet sometimes he argues with every ghost,
Because being right feels safer than light.
So begin with yourself, but do not stay there,
For self can become a locked little room.
Open the window, breathe common air,
Let humor come sweeping the dust and gloom.
Reason should guide, not sneer from a throne,
And laughter should loosen what pride made tight.
A joke can remind us we are not stone,
A thought can become more tender than fight.
The world is not pure, but neither are we,
So mercy must enter the evidence too.
If wisdom means learning how poorly we see,
Then doubt becomes useful, humble, and true.
The cynic may kneel, not to worship his pain,
But to set down the spear he mistook for a friend.
He rises less certain, yet human again,
And finds that beginning was always the end.
…
DCG






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