You keep thinking that your life’s gonna change
But what do you do?
Did ya think it’s getting any better?
Did ya think it’s a deja vu?
How much can you trust your ego?
At what cost, at what worth?
Consider it serious?
Or just consider it with mirth?
Did I turn into a cynic?
Did I write my decree?
Place myself above others?
Or put myself down on a knee?
When did I stop caring?
Or do I care too much?
Do I put myself before others?
Or am I out of touch?
Quell my faith in sincerity
Disbelief in the goodness of Humanity
Where am I to go?
Belief in wisdom, or is it mental profanity?
I must help myself
I must begin with me
Careful of my intention
Suspect of all that is carefree
I begin with an ending
I begin with a choice
The circular reasoning
Now bedevils my passive voice
The piety of the cynic
echoes bouncing inside my head
Is it my salvation?
Is it my Spearhead?
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DCG